Friday, April 03, 2009

A little clarity


I feel the need to give you all just a little clarity! My April Fools Joke didn't really "fool" as much as "confuse" you guys. Sorry! SO....Here it is....We really are having a little boy. And so far he's just as busy has his brothers. I'm not sure if he's practicing the breast stroke or the butterfly...but at any rate...he NEVER STOPS. Corbin and Jackie never seem to sit still for 1 minute. As we speak Corbin is upstairs with his Peter Pan costume pretending Jasmine (our doggy) is "Cap'n" (Captain Hook). She's not thrilled!! I'm sure that Jack is still running around up there busy as ever. I certainly wish he'd come and pay me a little visit though. I miss him so much. Maybe I'm a little more emotional today because I have the flu with a cold on top of the flu...which I've had for the past two weeks!!!?? Maybe it's because I'm pregnant? Or a combo of both!! Or maybe just maybe it's because I wish I had more time with him. 16 Months just wasn't long enough. But I guess no amount of time would ever be adequate if I knew he'd have to go before me. I look at that little face and can't help but breakdown for a few minutes. I just long for his sweet hugs and sloppy kisses. I miss how he'd laugh and throw his head back. Oh, I could go on and on.....wish he was here.
I just love my boys...Coby included.
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7 comments:

Amber said...

Tiff,
I was kind of hoping that was true! One day you'll get that little girl! I love that picture of Corbin and Jack I've never seen it before. We missed you today I hope you are feeling better soon. Love ya!

Larsen said...

I hope you start feeling better soon. Not feeling well seems to make the grieving thing worse. Too much time to think. (P.S thanks for clarifying, I was really confused. But funny still)

Gavin's Mom
Michelle

abbyandcompany said...

i am sorry you are ill. and i am sorry you had to lose Jack. i don't know what to say. i think about you and pray you feel peace. I thought about you on my drive home today (a 2 hour drive) and i felt like i needed to call you. So, i need to call you. Because i felt like our conversation missed me saying something the other day.

A

Emalee said...

no matter how much time you know you will have it still so hard, I knew I was not going to have much time with my son when he was born. I just didn't know how much that time would be turned out he lived for an amazing two hours. I was not prepared for that. I was prepared for five or ten min. I miss him as I am sure you miss your jack and you got to have him for and AMAZING 16 months. I am sorry for your loss. I have been following for about 4 months and I don't think I have ever commented. Congrats on your pregnancy. Anyways Have a happy saturday and fell better!

Melanie said...

You have boy mom written all over you..Cute, funny (ok that could be girl mom too..) I still think you're going to pull a Joanne and have a gaggle of boys and a girl at the end. Sorry you're sick. Try the orange childrens Triaminic. Totally legal while you're prego. It saved me! I still take it even when I'm not prego because it works.

Natalie said...

I figured out your trickery:)! I'm sorry that you are sick Tiffany. Listen to your body and get better quickly! I'm forever in awe with you and your strength. Your boys (every single one of them) are lucky! you're amazing!

Andrea said...

Tricky girl, tricky girl! I think you'll have your girl at the end too - she'll be #10! Ha ha. Get better soon! The children's meds taste great - especially the orange triaminic!