Happy Birthday Mandy!!!

Happy Happy Birthday Mandy! Happy Birthday to the most darling, loveable, genuine, creative....girl! I am so happy that I have gotten to know her. I really got a chance to get to know her on our trip to Mexico (post soon to come). We talked...and talked....and just when we thought we'd run out of things to say...we'd start talking about something else. From the movie Best In Show..."We could talk or not talk for hours and STILL find nothing to talk about!" I love this girl. I love how she reminds me of my baby sister Amber by just BUSTING out in song and singing Beyonce! She's the one responsible for our favorite pictures of Jack. She took such priceless pictures only weeks before we lost him. I will treasure them forever. She's so fun and I feel so grateful to have her in my life! Love you girl!!

Kids say the darndest things...

It's funny what a 3 year can come up with and say LOUDLY in a public restroom. Yesterday we drove from SLC to Vegas. I really needed to go potty and after a couple minutes of convincing...so did he. He went first and then it was my turn. As I'm squatting (working my quads... :) ), Corbin was waiting behind me to finish so he could flush the toilet. When all of a sudden he says, rather LOUDLY mind you...."Mommy, you have a really BIG butt!" I couldn't help but bust out laughing. So...according to Corbin, everyone in the Hilton Vacations Club Resort bathroom, know of the JUNK that IS my TRUNK!!

A little clarity

I feel the need to give you all just a little clarity! My April Fools Joke didn't really "fool" as much as "confuse" you guys. Sorry! SO....Here it is....We really are having a little boy. And so far he's just as busy has his brothers. I'm not sure if he's practicing the breast stroke or the butterfly...but at any rate...he NEVER STOPS. Corbin and Jackie never seem to sit still for 1 minute. As we speak Corbin is upstairs with his Peter Pan costume pretending Jasmine (our doggy) is "Cap'n" (Captain Hook). She's not thrilled!! I'm sure that Jack is still running around up there busy as ever. I certainly wish he'd come and pay me a little visit though. I miss him so much. Maybe I'm a little more emotional today because I have the flu with a cold on top of the flu...which I've had for the past two weeks!!!?? Maybe it's because I'm pregnant? Or a combo of both!! Or maybe just maybe it's because I wish I had more time with him. 16 Months just wasn't long enough. But I guess no amount of time would ever be adequate if I knew he'd have to go before me. I look at that little face and can't help but breakdown for a few minutes. I just long for his sweet hugs and sloppy kisses. I miss how he'd laugh and throw his head back. Oh, I could go on and on.....wish he was here.

I just love my boys...Coby included.

The cat's outta the bag

Okay....so I did something that I think I may be in trouble for..... Don't be mad....PLEASE don't be mad!!!




Oh and ..... I forgot to mention.....HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!